Day 56

Friday, May 8, 2020

Day 56

Its a cool overcast morning.

I listen to the morning sounds and take deep breaths trying to focus on the moment and the day instead of my whirling thoughts.

Its not working. I look over and see that two of the boys left out 2 jars of peanut butter on the porch, I remember I left something on the porch that I need for a project and I am suddenly off into another place and time all theoretical imaginatings of how to do the project and how to deal with the peanut butter boys.

Deep breath what is today?

Peanut butter and projects
School and motivation
Chores and dinner
Lunch and landry
And….

I won’t get half of all I want done but will work on half of the things I don’t want to do and another one half will be what everyone else thinks I should do.

But now I have too many halves.

Whirling thoughts.

Whirling thoughts about whirling thoughts.

Whirling is a weird word. Oh cool alliteration…

sigh its gonna be a long day….

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